Culturally Speaking: Megalomania? Narcissism? Psychopath?

An ex-girlfriend of mine served 18 months in a juvenile facility for armed robbery. I was 22, she was 15. She was an A honor roll student at a college-prep school. I introduced her to guns. Guess you could say I was bored and yes, I have suffered abuse as a child, myself. Not using that as any excuse for anything, because honestly.. we only did these things because we were bored. I was charged with furnishing minors with firearms, principal in the 1st degree for armed robbery, contributing to deliquency of minors and so on ( her cousin was involved also, she was 14 but her charges were dropped ). I believe I took the girl's virginity, we had met on Cpixel ( social network long before MySpace and Facebook ). She grew marijuana for me, even stole her parents guns to give to me. My charges ultimately were dropped due to "lack of evidence." I gave the girls the guns and organized the string of robberies, but I never actually did it, myself. Also, I didn't pursue the girl. She found me on Cpixel and engaged me. This isn't the only instance of using minors to commit acts of crime. I've also used some local kids to sell marijuana and ecstasy for me a while back. I even slept with a 12 year old when I was 19 ( she lied and told me she was 15 ). The control is very empowering, to be totally honest with you. I don't feel comfortable around adults because I believe adults only deal with you when they need something from you. Also very judgemental. What is going on with me?